ate some cake. not sure what to feel.

i dont even know.
i just ate a lot of cake.
and im sad. and i should be tired. but im not really wanting to go to sleep.
why is it that i am this way?  up one minute and down the next. 
i dont want to go home tomorrow.  but i do. 
its a rough change.
i suck at change.
will i ever get better at transitioning?
i hope so, but i doubt.
chocolate burps.
i want to throw up.